should i??

if this my retribution for ignoring her for tad period..
ok..
then let it be..
but it is glad tad i m able to c through these own form...
thanks to it...
i m glad..
u all can leave me alone everytime u wan..
u all can discuss all ur things while i was unaware of everything..
even if i ask is bout wad..
u all will try to avoid my ques..
remain silent...
dun bother bout me..
i think this is wad u all meant by fren..
thanks to u all...
i understand nw..
understand by every inches of my brain...
the way u all acting is wad we called as a truly fren..
wad a truly fren u all are..
wad a brother u all are..
wad a good family i had..
u all are hiding too much things to me..
n uncover it without realise it sometimes..
so.. i think it is reasonable tad..
i m not going to trust all the words tad u all said to me from now on..
isn't it??
go on n discuss those things tad related to me..
dun wan let me knw..
leaving me at home...
keep on telling me those nice words..
waw...
u all are too awesome..
continue doing tad n u all are able to get the best actor forever~~
jus go on...
treating me as an idiot tad dunno anything..
jus go on..
i bear this..
i will remember this..
n thanks...
for giving me a chance to grow up...